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Written in Red

Updated: Jul 17



Everything


You aren’t just the stars and the moon

You are the universe

Everything


Constantly evolving

Expanding


Never to be fully understood




Forever


i just randomly thought about how people die

and when i thought about that happening to you i cried



if anybody deserves to live forever…




Infectious


-- the mold from her

still grows on me


-- we assimilated

everyday since the rain




Barely Bleeding


We swung our words like knives

until we couldn’t bare bleeding anymore


the same stained floor that i now dip my quill into




Withdrawals


I didn’t know

She was the most addictive drug

Until it was all gone




Half Hearted


i will give you my heart

as soon as she returns my soul




Controllher


She holds the keys of

Love and loneliness

Life and death


But she left

All of the doors unlocked




A ♾ debt


She knew all

that i didn’t


& still had the courage

to lose herself

so that i could find myself


for that i am forever grateful




U2 > us


i love the way

He makes you feel

Everything that i couldn’t


You deserve that

And more




Yet


All fall down

None bleed the same




Drust


I still sleep next to you

in my dreams

and sometimes we fuck




Between 0 - 1


Sometimes i feel like one

more day with you

would feel like an infinity


the shortest of infinities

i could ever hope for.




i feel that scream


i loved Her

all of Her stupid quirks

Her depressing fears

tiring anxieties


i would always try to love everything she hated

i don't know why...

maybe so that she wouldn’t have to hate it forever

i think she hated that



That scream she did whenever she got excited

i can't get that beautiful half hearted scream out of my head

i loved that sound

i still do




Keep Burning


No,

you're not hot

you're cute

and on fire




Change


And now

I pray that she stays in love

so she never has to fight the pain

alone




Fix Me


I wish you could see

just how much you fixed me

not to interfere with your happiness


to say thank you

for mine




Reflections


i don’t blame you

or you

them

anyone really

for leaving me


it was best for all of you

i could have seen

myself doing the same...


and in the end

maybe

it was best for me




Car Crash


“You're not shit, you're going nowhere!”

i hate that memory

i fucking hate it.


i hate

because i love(d)




Black Heart


She stood with me

in hell


her heart


blackened to ash

before i could show her

heaven







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