Everything
You aren’t just the stars and the moon
You are the universe
Everything
Constantly evolving
Expanding
Never to be fully understood
Forever
i just randomly thought about how people die
and when i thought about that happening to you i cried
…
if anybody deserves to live forever…
Infectious
-- the mold from her
still grows on me
-- we assimilated
everyday since the rain
Barely Bleeding
We swung our words like knives
until we couldn’t bare bleeding anymore
the same stained floor that i now dip my quill into
Withdrawals
I didn’t know
She was the most addictive drug
Until it was all gone
Half Hearted
i will give you my heart
as soon as she returns my soul
Controllher
She holds the keys of
Love and loneliness
Life and death
But she left
All of the doors unlocked
A ♾ debt
She knew all
that i didn’t
& still had the courage
to lose herself
so that i could find myself
for that i am forever grateful
U2 > us
i love the way
He makes you feel
Everything that i couldn’t
You deserve that
And more
Yet
All fall down
None bleed the same
Drust
I still sleep next to you
in my dreams
and sometimes we fuck
Between 0 - 1
Sometimes i feel like one
more day with you
would feel like an infinity
the shortest of infinities
i could ever hope for.
i feel that scream
i loved Her
all of Her stupid quirks
Her depressing fears
tiring anxieties
i would always try to love everything she hated
i don't know why...
maybe so that she wouldn’t have to hate it forever
i think she hated that
That scream she did whenever she got excited
i can't get that beautiful half hearted scream out of my head
i loved that sound
i still do
Keep Burning
No,
you're not hot
you're cute
and on fire
Change
And now
I pray that she stays in love
so she never has to fight the pain
alone
Fix Me
I wish you could see
just how much you fixed me
not to interfere with your happiness
to say thank you
for mine
Reflections
i don’t blame you
or you
them
anyone really
for leaving me
it was best for all of you
i could have seen
myself doing the same...
and in the end
maybe
it was best for me
Car Crash
“You're not shit, you're going nowhere!”
i hate that memory
i fucking hate it.
i hate
because i love(d)
Black Heart
She stood with me
in hell
her heart
blackened to ash
before i could show her
heaven